So after nearly 3 months of unemployment, I received my first paycheck from my new job as a barista. It feels good. Even if I’m still a depressed mess. Crying myself to sleep most nights. I started taking a different medicine recently and the only change I find, is that taking it too close to heavy drinking results in quite a headache.
As far as relationship stuff goes, I’m hoping that this long distance relationship goes somewhere. I’m doubtful though and not prepared when things don’t go well. My head and heart can’t take anymore of this bullshit. I don’t want to be alone.
Anyway, at least there is some consistency in this world. I’m happy to see that Tumblr is just as much of a worthless shit hole community that it always has been. As expected. Regular users don’t honestly think this is a “hip” and “fun” community, right? Holding Tumblr near and dear and close to heart really is fuckin’ stupid.
"Well, it’s Saturday night and I’m still free
And I ain’t never gonna be
Eaten by the monster of love”